Some people are just plain crazy.. I am not talking the crazy lady pushing the bascart full of dirty blankets and dead cats, I am talking those people that psychologists would classify as sane that do things that just absolutely blow me away. I am talking about that jackass in the new sports car that flies up on your bumper while your doing 75mph down the freeway, barely giving you time to move right before they decide to do that for you, then flip you off as they pass you like your grandpa grapenuts in his old buick century that is going 15 mph below the speed limit.
I am also talking about those smart morons that drive lexus/bmw/mercedes suv's that think they own the road/parking lot/middle of the isle. These people think that because they can afford a $35,000 luxury vehicle that they are more important than the guy driving down the road in his hard earned $15,000 truck.
People.. get a clue... Your world does not repeat NOT revolve around you... pay attention to others and get your head out of your ass.
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Monday, November 19, 2007
The Disguise of Misunderstanding.
How do you misunderstand a question that asks a favor and you say okay, then within an hour you change your mind and have a complete panic attack and suddenly forget you gave permission and granted the favor?
This happened to me today, and you know what.. It was the straw that broke the camels back. I have tried to be patient for the sake of my relationship and for the sake of my apartment arrangements, but I cant do it anymore. I couldnt do it anymore and I exploded. I popped my top like I have not done since I was a kid at my siblings, I did the one thing I swore to myself, God, and anyone who I thought would support me that I would never again get that angry at someone. And I lost it.
And now to top it all off, I feel bad because the guy might lose his job because he didnt know when to leave well enough alone. Victimizer becomes the victim and we should feel sorry for him. I am done feeling sorry for him. Somehow I have managed to not only 'steal' his girlfriend, but ruin his life. The sad part is I have footed the bill, and encouraged him to work on making his way thru life easier, yet I have got nothing but lied to, and told "I'm sorry" so many times that I exploded. I can't do it anymore. I am going to pray for the next few days and see what God tells me, and in the mean time, I am going to try to stay away from the problem as best I can. Please pray for me and for him.
This happened to me today, and you know what.. It was the straw that broke the camels back. I have tried to be patient for the sake of my relationship and for the sake of my apartment arrangements, but I cant do it anymore. I couldnt do it anymore and I exploded. I popped my top like I have not done since I was a kid at my siblings, I did the one thing I swore to myself, God, and anyone who I thought would support me that I would never again get that angry at someone. And I lost it.
And now to top it all off, I feel bad because the guy might lose his job because he didnt know when to leave well enough alone. Victimizer becomes the victim and we should feel sorry for him. I am done feeling sorry for him. Somehow I have managed to not only 'steal' his girlfriend, but ruin his life. The sad part is I have footed the bill, and encouraged him to work on making his way thru life easier, yet I have got nothing but lied to, and told "I'm sorry" so many times that I exploded. I can't do it anymore. I am going to pray for the next few days and see what God tells me, and in the mean time, I am going to try to stay away from the problem as best I can. Please pray for me and for him.
Sunday, October 28, 2007
I promise I wont do it again....
So, here it is another day, and you wouldnt believe what I have to bitch about today... My roommate. Since I have two roommates, let me try to clarify a bit here... i am complaining about the one that does not sleep in my room. Now with that said here comes the good stuff.
I am a procrastinator, i dont mind putting some things off until later, stuff like laundry, dishes, etc. But my roommate just hit an increadible new low.. He asked my girlfriend(aka roommate that sleeps in my room) to do the dishes he left in the sink from last night.. then proceeded to go into his room and watch anime and eat breakfast. granted there is some lee-way with him eating and all, but asking our roommate to clean his mess that he should have cleaned is just plain wrong. However, he did attempt to redeem himself by taking out the trash, but at least he could have worked on the pile in the hallway that leads to the living room from the front door, that stuff has been there since July!!! cept, appearantly its not 'all' his so he shouldnt have to. **sighs**
What is beyond procrastination? Can someone turn it into an artform? if so, I want to take classes on how to be a better procrastinator. Not really to be honest.. It just amazes me that I have to get upset beyond upset and blow up at him to get him to do anything that resembles cleaning in our apartment. Last night he left food out. This is one of my biggest pet peeves, you dont leave out food.
Well, enough tonight. have fun and happy hunting.
I am a procrastinator, i dont mind putting some things off until later, stuff like laundry, dishes, etc. But my roommate just hit an increadible new low.. He asked my girlfriend(aka roommate that sleeps in my room) to do the dishes he left in the sink from last night.. then proceeded to go into his room and watch anime and eat breakfast. granted there is some lee-way with him eating and all, but asking our roommate to clean his mess that he should have cleaned is just plain wrong. However, he did attempt to redeem himself by taking out the trash, but at least he could have worked on the pile in the hallway that leads to the living room from the front door, that stuff has been there since July!!! cept, appearantly its not 'all' his so he shouldnt have to. **sighs**
What is beyond procrastination? Can someone turn it into an artform? if so, I want to take classes on how to be a better procrastinator. Not really to be honest.. It just amazes me that I have to get upset beyond upset and blow up at him to get him to do anything that resembles cleaning in our apartment. Last night he left food out. This is one of my biggest pet peeves, you dont leave out food.
Well, enough tonight. have fun and happy hunting.
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